I am Lesbian and My Wedding Day: Song Lyrics

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Summary: A girl who loves a girl and a woman’s happiness on her wedding day.

I. I am Lesbian

White orchid scent bursts from her body

Drugging my soul in the night
Raven black hair be a crown for her
Give me one chance to stroke the crown

I want to fondle, cuddle, fondle, you, sweet doll

We’re on the same couch yet we seem not same at all

What if I tell you about this feel
The sinking feeling that torture me
This shouldn’t exist in a maiden’s heart
This is straying but I wouldn’t mind
Oh I’m lesbian

Oh I’m lesbian

People always say “let’s just be ourselves”

Now why I am wrong to be myself?

We know every love is a gift from God
Then why people say “It is odd”?

It’s not only straight and normal folks

Deserve to live in this wonder world
Why I have to be normal if being normal is not fit for me? Yeah

What if I tell you about this feel

The sinking feeling that torture me
This shouldn’t exist in a maiden’s heart
This is straying but I wouldn’t mind
Oh I’m lesbian

Oh I’m lesbian

Oh I’m lesbian

Oh I’m lesbian

I know you do feel the same thing for me

Yet you are afraid to be the way you are
I know ‘cause your eyes are hoping something
Hoping that our love is just a normal thing

Oh… Yeah

People always say “let’s just be ourselves”
Now why I am wrong to be myself?
We know every love is a gift from God
Then why people say “It is odd”?

It’s not only straight and normal folks

Deserve to live in this wonder world
Why I have to be normal if being normal is not fit for me? Yeah

What if I tell you about this feel
The sinking feeling that torture me
This shouldn’t exist in a maiden’s heart

This is straying but I wouldn’t mind

Oh I’m lesbian
Oh I’m lesbian

Oh I’m lesbian

Oh I’m lesbian

I know you do feel the same thing for me

Yet you are afraid to be the way you are
I know ‘cause your eyes are hoping something
Hoping that our love is just a normal thing

Yeah

People always say “let’s just be ourselves”

Now why I am wrong to be myself?

What if I tell you about this feel

The sinking feeling that torture me

This shouldn’t exist in a maiden’s heart

This is straying but I wouldn’t mind
Oh I’m lesbian
Oh I’m lesbian

Please hold my hand, don’t say goodbye
Please hold me, don’t say goodbye
Yeah, yeah.

What if I tell you about this feel

The sinking feeling that torture me

Please hold my hand, don’t say goodbye

II. My Wedding Day

I see myself

Standing up straight, in white gown

I feel myself

Breathing so fast, fast

My trembling hands

Are holding rose, holding rose
My dad, my mom

Are hugging me, are hugging me

Hear the cheering, see the smiling

Heart is pouring.

On my wedding, I feel charming

My groom holds my hand
I’m so glad, I’m so glad

He kisses me on the cheek
On this bright day

I’m gonna make my new sheets of life

Hear the cheering, see the smiling

Heart is pouring

On my wedding, I feel charming

Tears are falling out of my parents’ eyes

Praying for my new life

The new life, together
With my choice of groom

With my choice of groom

My groom.

Special thanks to:

  • Rizki Puji Gustian, a friend from B class, for proofreading and pointing out my grammar mistakes.
  • Winda Chairunisyah Suryani, a close friend from Jember University, for proofreading and editing the audio.
  • Widi W. and all my lesbian friends for sharing your intriguing experiences in lesbian’s world.

References:

  • Maroon 5 – She Will Be Loved instrumental audio
  • Amanda Seyfried – Little House instrumental audio

Word Count: (575)

Links for work dramatization:

4 thoughts on “I am Lesbian and My Wedding Day: Song Lyrics

  1. 180410120123/F

    Enjelita, I like your songs. From 2 songs that you made, I like “I am a Lesbian” more. I think that song has the feeling more than “My Wedding Day” song. However, I little disappointed with your works. I thought “My Wedding Day” song is a continuation song from Lesbian case. In my opinion, if the song is about a wedding of a lesbian couple, maybe it’ll be
    more interesting.

    Then, I think if you disguised some words in “I am Lesbian” song and change the title of the song; it’ll be heard more creative. Moreover, for “My Wedding Day” song I just like the part when the rhyme are “-ing.” I think it is amazing because it’s hard to find the fit words and to make it fit with the song.

    Overall, this is a great works Enjelita.

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  2. Thanks for choosing my work, Meutia.

    Well, I planned “I am Lesbian” to be the only song about lesbian. Besides, I thought it would be boring if I only stuck on lesbian theme so I came up with decide of making the second song on marriage theme just like my dream wedding and maybe every girl’s dream wedding.

    Don’t you think the second song is beautiful? Imagine if the woman in the song is you :)

    Thank you for the compliments and suggestion, mate.

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  3. 180410120096 / E

    Wow! This is what I have been waiting so far. Your work is brave and suits you the most, Enjel! You barely express your thought about the issue that has been unacceptable in our society and make it an honest opinion through a song. In this case, the lyric suits the background music pretty well since the original song is also telling about similar situation in a different issue. It would have been better if you make its music video. It is true that ‘lesbian’ have not been accepted in our societal environment but it doesn’t necessarily to be wrong. No one of us could define our heart desires, it is spontaneous and pure. Thus I like the way your lyrics give a sign of protest through the society who against lesbian. Hail Enjel! Love you!

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  4. Dini Rahmatiar
    180410120124 / F

    In “I am Lesbian”, I like the first verse that you write. You choose a very good diction and you choose to describe the physical appearance at the opening of the sound. My question is, why do you describe the physical appearance at the opening?

    You are successfully creating the sentences and syllables to be fit with the instrument, so it sounds very fit between the lyrics and the instrument.

    Your intonation in some lyrics which are mellow parts of lyrics is low. That indicates that the character’s hopeless. Moreover in “It is odd?” you sing it with high intonation, so it is indicates that the character is little bit angry. That’s a very good intonation.

    I expect that “My Wedding Day” is the lesbian’s marriage. Sadly, it is another story.

    Overall, your works are great and I like the diction.

    (141 words)

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